REALITY / NORMALITY

by COLORFUL CRIMES

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1.
CONNOR 03:34
I change my clothes and I see you approach and I look the other way you stare at me and lick your teeth but I won't show that I'm afraid I don't care to find out what you do in so little time you're the ghost and I'm your prey and I don't like this side of you I'll be alright if you keep your tongue tied and don't say it out of spite will you but can you survive without making me feel like I won't make it out alive be me could you be me for a day and feel me could you feel how I feel after all the things you say I'm sure it eat you up inside when it takes up all your time making sure I'm not okay I could turn this around for you but I'll be alright if you keep your tongue tied and don't say it out of spite will you can you survive without making me feel like I won't make it out alive.
2.
WALTZER 05:11
You know you're so uptight baby you know you're so uptight tell me get on your ride baby tell me to hold on tight there's things that I'm never going to give to you the life of another might make you want to change and the cracks in the floor that I'm falling through I tread too heavy and I swear they say your name oh what is keeping us here I could never shake this tie to you I know I won't be spared I should never have said that I die for you you know you're so uptight baby you know you're so uptight tell me get on your ride baby tell me to hold on tight an eye for an eye but you took all of mine and then you go and I'm still surprised that you change your mind and never let me know you spun me in circles and I jump over hurdles just to get to you and it felt like murder when I had to get further than far from you girl you don't belong here, and I can't say that I don't love it when you're gone and I feel like I'm stuck here, caught in between the verses of your song
3.
COMEDOWN 03:54
When my fear disappears and I can't choose who to believe I get miles above the house and I don't know how to do without because it still makes me feel like I'm the one when I lose sensibility but the truth is I can't lie to myself and addiction's involuntary and I spend all this time alone with my thoughts and I keep needing to escape could you please tell me why you've got it in for me tonight you just say I'm high you just say I'm high you just waste my time Barefeet on the balcony dropping our cigarettes into the trees I swore I wouldn't let you get with me but now there is numbness in my teeth cos for the third time this week I'm in this flat and I haven't got a pound to scratch my back it's all that I know to meet him on the same road after he's come back from a reload I can imagine seeing these jeans or this jacket in a mortuary maybe I'm too old to feel 18 when I'm nearly 23 you just say I'm high you just say I'm high you just waste my time
4.
Crazy have I been driving myself crazy no one can understand me lately and I've lost sight of it all maybe this time I'll have to take it with me have to accept that it's a part of me just like the air in my lungs but am I a failure I can't seem to let it go I'm on my best behaviour and he mistook me all night long but you're no son of mine lazy it's winter and I get so lazy oh won't you come and motivate me and you're better left alone walk me into the valley of unclarity before I act like you just married me when you see nothing in me at all but am I a failure I can't seem to let it go I'm on my best behaviour and he mistook me all night long you're no son of mine you're no son yeah
5.
DEATH AT 36 04:03
I remember smoking in your garden I didn't want to say the wrong thing in case it made you even more saddened the scar on your chest is mark of your will and I can't hope to match it so I left out of fear of not being good enough but you're already on dressed and I guess that sex on the floor is quieter when we are in the house we'd sit on your bed and my neck would ache as we listen to Gaga and Lana del Ray And no, I don't want to know a lot about you baby I know I can't see a way out without you baby would you try to decide when you open up but in the meantime won't you hide your retreat
6.
Don't cry at the party just hold your drink and you'll be fine I don't know anybody because we turned up ahead of time and I'm starting to worry what if I get out of line and I haven't listened to this much techno for some time and as I sit in the corner I try to text you I'm scared and I don't want to be here but at least when you walk in I'll have someone to talk to now my drink is dead and I'm running out of gear so tell me you're here walk out of the lobby with two girls laid on the floor a fresh bruise on her body and a shadow behind the door because it wasn't the first time he was wild and they were scared I guess nobody knew he was a psycho before they let him upstairs and then they cried in reception and then no one could reach them I found one in the street outside s he said I'll order my Uber and when he didn't answer she turned to me and screamed at her screen please tell me you're here It's how hard you try when nobody wants you hard you try when nobody wants you hard you try I need to see you tonight so tell me you're here

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Reality / Normality was written and recorded over November 2020 to February 2021 and tells honest stories of me attempting to make some life experiences for myself. Friends, relationships, flat parties, deaths, acceptance, chaos and laughter all make up the skeleton of this EP, to a soundtrack of pop-rock with hints of jazz chords and soulful vocals. A multitude of genres are explored, however the melodies and instrumentation tie each track together, with the finisher TELL ME YOU'RE HERE being the most standout of the 6. The EP is based around my experiences from moving to Manchester from a tiny cotswold town, the people I've met and the life lessons I've learned, and if you listen closely, the production becomes increasingly better song by song as I learn to utilise Logic more and more effectively. This EP is more than anything: honest and human, two qualities which - as an artist - I strive to be.

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released September 4, 2021

Benjamin Bryan

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COLORFUL CRIMES Manchester, UK

The project began at the start of a dark 2020 winter after the events of the year forced a creative spark as a result of the isolation and necessity for creative outlet. Drawing influences from the Birmingham scene where the musical journey began, teeth were cut by listening to the mainstream indie and neo-jazz performed by the bands and at the venues that the project used to frequent. ... more

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